Who am I?

 This is my first post/blog. I don't have any idea of what I'm doing. Still, I hope that I'm creating something that someone will find useful; be it any way. Here I think, I can make your day a little better. I hope that I can make you feel good, motivated, inspired or energized.

Do you know who you are? Have you ever thought that you're a nobody in this vast universe where a billion-trillion-million people inhabit? Well, you're not alone! Does that surprise you? I too have been in that path of thoughts.

 The question 'Who am I?' is a type of questions that bothers a lot of people. It did bother me too. And even now, sometimes it does! No one can never have a specific/accurate answer for that irrelevant/relevent question. Trust me, no one can easily answer that. But, 13 years on planet Earth was enough for me to find the answer for this question. But before we go nto that answer, I want to talk about a similar question. 

The question 'Who are you?' is more disturbing than the first question. The first question was asked by no-one but ourseves. But this question is asked by another person. When they ask us this, we are responsible to answer that and we should. But, we can only do so if we've already figured that out. We'll do nothing but stay silent to that answer. Some people may also say 'I don't know man!'. But I prefer silence that IDK. It's because of that, we never even cared to know or we think ourselves as a failure. Don't do that to yourselves. If somebody asked me that question before, I'll say 'I haven't quite figured that out yet'. 

To reach to the answer of our question, we first have to recognise what type of question it is. When we do, we'll know that we can't learn the answer to that. We can't learn or understand that. We only can figure it out. It's like a math problem. We can't actuallt understand or learn math by just reading or writing it. We'll only get math when we find ourselves calabke of figuring out how to solve that problem, how to use that theory. 

Who we are is not our looks. Because we never know when will we get chubby, skinny, burned up or something. So, it's not about looks. Our looks can change just because of some disease and so can skills, voice, or anything external like that. Because we can lose them when some uninvited guest reaches home. I'm refering to some accidents, diseases, attacks and things. Life isn't a bed of roses my friend and I hope that you know it too. But even if all this comes, will our personality change? Will who we are change? Never. It can never change. Because that is what we are. Our situation molds us and our personality. Our friends, family, country, culture, wealth, health and so many things are with us. That is what molded us into what we are. That is what which created our personality.

Everywhere, we have our spotlight. Here, I am Anastasia and you are my beloved reader. This is the spot I created for you and me. And there are a millions and trillions of spotlights out there for us. We just have to know who we are. And we already knew it from the begining! There's nothing more or nothing less. We already knew it from the begining. Have you headd the quote What you seek is seeking you ? It's by Rumi. But I've heard it from MCU's Miss Marvel. Ain't that so true? 

Go do your thing my friend. Nobody can tell you what you are supposed to do. You figured it out so, just go and celebrate life! Create, explore and most important of all, have fun. Don't let nobody take that from you. It's upto you. I'm getting reminded of our Spider-man Miles Morales. In the recent Spider-Man movie Spider-Man across the spiderverse, Miles says

 Everyone keeps telling me how my story is supposed to go. Nah. I'm-a do my own thing.

( I just am a fan of Spider-Man and Miss Marvel. I have no rights on them)

Go do your thing. You don't have to be anyone else. You know who you are. Then for what are you holding back?

I am Anastasia. I am Jameela. I am Rida. And I've got a variety of combinations of theese names. Here, I am Anastasia, which is my pen name. I'm doing my thing. My life has been much wonderful sice I started realising this. 

I would love to hear how you feel about my blog.  Do you have any doubts? Any suggsstions? You can mail me at

JamRiAn07@gmail.com 

Anastasia

 Glittering Black