Dear Diary

Hola and Hello my readers,

I know it's been a while⏳ and I've been..maybe..just busy. I'm now too. Exams📚 are starting soon ⌛and a lot to studyyyy📖!!! I had to come up with a fast finishing blog and I thought for a couple of minutes and it hit me. In this blog, I'll be writing about journalling📝. Don't go🏃‍♀️! Read on! 

Hating Writing🙄✍?

I know, a lot of people👥 hate it because journalling is just a load of work. People in youtube just add a lot of stickers, glitters🥳 and stuff. But what if you don't have to do it that way? 🤨

Another thing, we don't have the time⏰ to write diary everyday🗓. 

One more and that is we can't fit our whole details and we just hate writing everyday. 

Made Simple🙂

Please 🙏don't make that this complicated. You don't have to make your diary attractive/beutiful/cute🦋😍 or like nowadays, aesthetic🌸. Your handwriting📝✍ in diary doesn't have to be beautiful😍 if do not aim in improving it. There's no rule that you gotta write entries every single day📆. There's no need to write everything in your diary. 

Why should you start to write🤨🙄

Writing diary entries is just a great thin to do. You have a book📓 and a pen🖊. You think for what is less than a second⌛ and start to write everything that pops in your head🤯. You keep writing🖊. You do not have to be worried about vocabulary, grammer, punctuation, completion, manners or anything😖. You can write whatever you want🤡💀👻😻. You can write in a way even you don't have to understand. You can write without caring about anything. What you write is what you create✨. When you are writing,  you are creating a world 🌐. 

If you are happy😃, think of how you'll be writing✍ it. Writing so energetically, writing wonderfully, writing your world, writing your moments, writing your dreams 🎭and it all can be or can't be true. 

If you are sad😔😟, think of how you are writing it.  All that frustration😡😤, stress😓, and eveeything would just come into the paper📝 in the form of a nightmare🌌💀👹👻 where you are the most scariest😈 being with black tears💧🖤 flowin' out of your eyes👀👁🥺. 

According to your mood is the way you are thinking💭. Even your looks🙋🏻‍♀️🙍🏻‍♀️ could be based on what you feel. If today you are writing in a sunny🌞 balcony, tomorrow you maybe writing beneath the moon🌝 where the north wind🌬 passes you or maybe you'd be in a dark room🖤 where the curtains are shut. Sometimes, tears😢 can touch your paper. One day you maybe holding that diary📓 close to your heart♥️ and lyin' on your bed 🛏thinking of the most amazing things you can do on this world🌐. 

You'd see it and it would be different from the way you look at other books📚. You'd protect it from the eyes👀 that want to creep 👹into the pages. When something happens and you are burdened to be silent🤫, you think of that specific book📓

That book could be one piece of your life♥️. You could write your emotions😶, concerns😟, frustrations😤, stress and the way you feel about things. At days when you feel nothing,  you take the book and start jotting✏ down anything at all, the rest of the things would start appearing in the page out of nowhere. How beautiful💫 is that? 

Everything can be in a paper. The highlight💛 is that it doesn't matter after when we finish jotting down but when we hold it📓 again after everytime we keep it back, there's gonna be a new feeling💫, new thoughts that could rise from the depths of your sould which even your present consciousness didn't know about. Each word we jot down ✍would be powerful and fierce each time we read it. Even if we don't read 📖it again, that doesn't matter. What matters is what you are writing now now for what you are to write✏.

How insane🤯! How crazy!🤯 How so confusing 🤨and how so stupid is this all!? I think you should find out by writing itself. Or type📱.  What's wrong ❌with it? Afterall, we're living in the 21st century. But it doesn't matter where we jot down. I'd personally prefer paper✍📝📵. Nothing can be more classy, aesthetic, bold, messy and everything like that. When we swim 🏊‍♂️ through each of the letters, our finger tips would have the urge to swim 🏊‍♀️ more.

Writing entries can also be a door 🚪 to self discovery. People living around me.... It's just an observation that most of the people just don't know stuff. We all gotta give some quality time for self discovery. It's a must to know our niche. We have to identify us👧🏻. We have to know who we were, who we are and who we are going to be or who we should be. Please🙏 , never think of who we should have been. It's upto us. The world🌐 is ours. I don't think anyone is going to want to spend their life on inane things. This maybe not the world we want. But it's only the one ☝️world. The speaciality of this world is that each of us inhabiting it can build up their own world🤩. When we write📝, we're gonna know some things we did and didn't know. 

Confusing? Ah, my words always are!🙃 

 Started writing✍ recently

These things pulled me back from writing entries. But it helps me. I don't do therapy sessions and I don't share my whole heart♥️ with others if I feel I don't want to. I write it. When I'm frustrated, stressed, angry,  happy or just feeling aesthetic, I write✍. It's not just bad things but also good I write. I don't want to get sad 🙍🏻‍♀️when I read it in the future and my friend, you don't want to read it, just burn🔥 it. Nobody is going to know. Honestly, nobody wants to. If they actually want to know you, they should be willing to talk🗣 to you. 

Imagination🌌

I have an imaginary friend. Funny thing, my whole classroom 🏫knows it. I can't help laughing😃 out of it. Last year, I had striaght A+ in history and geography. My class teacher 👩‍🏫wanted me to share my study 📒teachiniques in class. I was saying each steps and I landed, on the step : tell about this chapter to something or someone. I shared to them the method I adopt. I don't talk to a mirror, I don't talk🗣 to the wall and I don't tell this to a person. But basically, I do this all. I talk to this imaginery friend. I tell him everything. That's how I learn. 

This friends name would be Peter. When my one diary📓 which I used to address to chico ran out of pages📝, I took a new diary 📓and started writing✍ to Peter. The thing is, for some reason, I didn't continuosly address Chico. Sometimes I'd just forget Chico or I just wouldn't care. I just took Chico as a choice because Anne frank addressed to Kitty, a cartoon character.  Similarly, I addressed my entries to Chico, a character from the Lego Friends Cartoon. Chico is a cat😺. It's the pet of my favorite character in Lego Friends, Emma💜. 

It's only been 7 or 6 months🗓 since I've started writing✍ to Peter and I've never forgitten him. It's like there's a value I have for him just like how Anne Frank might have had for Kitty. There's also one more thing. Peter is an inspiration from Spider-Man🕸🕷. 

Now, I'd like to share each and every first sentence I've got in my diary📓 entry after addressing Peter.

Dear Peter,

1. This is like what? My first entry?

2. Isn't this so weired?

3. I never thought that I'd write to you this week and the next.

4. It's been two days since the exams have been over.

5. Are you real? 

6. I know I've been very rude to not let you know of things the past days. 

7. I don't know what to do.

8. 'Sup?

9. I need a penpal.

10. I know the last time I wrote, I seemed calmed down.

11. I know, fast right?

12. It was a 'okay' day.

13. Yeah, my heart is broken.

14. I know it's almost been a month since I saw you.

15. I've decided my career.

16. Today was a holiday.

IDK & IDC

I don't care if I explain and I don't care about grammer, punctuation, vocabulary and all those stuff. One of my mottos in life is 'IDK and IDC'

ie,

I dont know and I don't care

Writing✍ a diary📓 is beautiful💫. Try to see that beauty. You can even write a diary in your cell phone📱. Just don't take too much time ⏳and you won't hate it🙍🏻‍♀️. Maybe, you'd just one day, have an official journal📓.

Wishing you good days ahead😃💫. See you on the Christmas🎅🎄🎁 eve and the Part 2 for time is to be published on 25th December🎅🎄🎁. Do spare 5 minutes to write an entry today. 

Anastasia

Glittering Black

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