A PLACE THAT ISN'T REAL☆

Hola and Hello my beloved readers🙋‍♀️,

Señorida Anastasia here✋. Yes I'm back again. I'd been wondering about what I should start writing ✍about and just a moment ago, I knew exactly what it should be about. So, How are you? 

We are all living in a busy world🌐. There are a lot of things happening around us all the time⏳ and not all things are those things which makes us happy😄. There is stress, pressure, evil, negative and so on🥺. But that's only the one side of our life. There's positivity🤍 in the other side and I belives that we can find positivity everywhere and not only on one side. Of course it's not positivity we're discussing about🙃. 

Eventhough there is this positivity and negativity, soemtimes we just struggle with it and then we would just desperately 🥺wish that if it all were over😶. Sometimes we'd even say that death💀 is mercy. But that's not true. We'd just dream of another life. It could be someone else's life or how we want our life to be. We'd think of it so deep even without realising what a waste of time ⏳it is. At times, when we are so stressed out, left out or just confused, we'd go searching of such a world🌐 where we have a life like we want. That dream/daydream/wish/desire/nightmare is a whole new world💫🌐. New charecters, locations, modified people and more, inhabit there🥲. 

We'd be smiling and laughing. Maybe those dreams 💭can be achievable.🏆 Maybe there'd be limitations😔. But should we allow limitations🤷‍♀️? Well, I've dreamed of levitating 👼into the thin air. I haven't allowed any limitations there. I'm always cheered😃 up when I think about it. I know it can't happen. I know that this is reality. I know that to day dream💭 such things is a waste of time. I know each and every fact that goes on like this🙃. Still, I do it🙃. I go in search of a world🌐 which is never really real💫. To be frank, I just can't help it. I can't really explain it🤷‍♀️. It just happens like breathing🫁 just happens. I don't know if we should allow any limitations in that world. It can vary from person to person. Some say we should never allow limitations to intervene our dreams💭 because that's one place we're happy😃 and we need not to ruin it😄. Now some others say we need to think of serious things like a successful career💼 and start working instead of daydreaming💭🤍. I really don't know what's right. What is🤷‍♀️?

There are a lot of good dreams, daydreams, wishes and nightmares😶. I remember some monsters👻👽👾 running 🏃‍♀️behind me in a dream. I remember struggling to reach a jar of nutella on top shelf. These were all things I saw while sleeping💤 and it is amazing that I remember it. I remember daydreaming of a medow. The medow was beutiful🌞. The sun shown brightly. Green grass and flowers🌻🌸 everywhere.The sunlight kissed it all. And there I was running🏃‍♀️ up and down the hills in a yellow sleeveless gown💛. I had my hair let down and my arms like I was trying to fly👼. I swirled around and my gown was so beautiful. The golden sunshine was on my face. I closed my eyes and looked to the sun. Weired things to dream right? Then there was this other time I met my favorite celebrity. I was totally freaking out🤯. The list continues. If asked about nightmares, I remember waking up from a dream completely scared☹. One of my teachers were scolding me. I still don't know why I remember it. 

Logically/Practically/Seriously/Definitely/Obviosly to work on a goal and to make it come true is what we need to do😵. That is what a person who needs to be successful does🏆. But, don't we deserve to zone out of this world for a while💤? I think we do. As I said, there is a lot going around us and we need a brake or we just need to zone out of this. To go in search of a world desperately is okay as long as we know what we're doing. That world fulfills our most deepest desires. It can fulfill all longings. We are humans. It is life🖤. 

Dreaming is real but dreams aren't. That is one another fact. Everything takes time like dreaming. But dreams are not real and time is. Is it worth it? We need to do some daydreaming but focus on goals🏆 more than daydreaming💭. Because we don't need daydreaming more than goals. We might think we do need it more but eventually time⏳ will teach us. That is reality. This is reality. Reality is what matters. Day dreaming isn't something that actually matters and that my friend, is a fact🤷‍♀️😶. We need to identify what we want and what we need. We need to be aware and we need to realise. We need to grab our strings and we need to pull it together. We need a hold on things. We should prioritise things in life. Think about it.🤔

Or we may just get lost. I need you to fill up this empty space by yourself. Think about it deep🤷‍♀️🤔.

Does dreams come true? Well, it depends. Depend on what we see or imagine. There are a lot of philosophies and quotes on these things. 🤷‍♀️

In short, we have to daydream like we want a candy and we need to keep goals like we need lunch. That's the difference. We need to identify that.

I started writing at a younge age✍. I started from poems and to limericks. When the lockdown and the pandemic creeped into my life, all things took a turn↪↩. I had an interest in horror👻. I decided to watch all CONJURING films. Obviously, I became a fan and I thought, if it would end with something, maybe nun✝️.... and I'd get a chance on it, what would I do? I thought about it and started constructing👷‍♀️✏. That's how I started writing officially💼. I have written a short draft-like-book of 'Fate', which I intented to be a continuation of the Conjuring universe🌐👻; for it to last a long time. I mean, it doesn't and didn't necessarily end with Ed Warren, Lorraine Warren or even Annabelle🤷‍♀️. 

Two days ago when my friends asked me to narrate a hollywood horror film's story, I decided to put my story into experiment. My friends actually don't get into Hollywood films like me(If you are confused, we all are kids from Kerala. Girls here engage with K drama but, I'm different).  I told them like I saw that movie and they were like 'Tell me the name. This story itself scared me. I'm not waiting for the weekend and I'm seeing it today'

When I politely said there is no such film and it was just my story, their eyes widened. 

'You wrote that!?'

'You have got to go publish it Gurl'

I know that girlfriends go on like this but I was happy to see that they seriously were dissappointed that there wasn't such film.

I just blushed real hard on that😊😊. You see, sometimes places that aren't real can lead to a passion. Now I'm not working on 'Fate' but I hope that one day I actually get to write it nicely amd publish it💫

Thank you for reading📖👓. Leave a comment if you made it till here.🖤!

Anastasia

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