Hopeless

I knew not even my name when,

They expected a lot from me

As a child back then,

A toy was bought home for me

The toys were plastic pieces;

Plastic pieces of a doctor's instruments 

Looking back I remember,

Turning my dolls into sick patients

I found a place to puke my temper

Curing them was a door to my patience 

I told everyone in the world,

“I want to become a doctor”

Going into a doctor's room

I'd study all the little things

I knew I'd be in the same room,

One day when I'll have big wings

I wanted to give hope

I wanted to save lives

Hope and Life comes from love

Love comes from God

Once I found myself trapped in a cove

To escape I only had the light from the Lord

They saw me talking all alone

But i were only talking to my imaginary friend

The world got too busy 

Did I forget everyone?

Or did everyone forget I who got dizzy

I can't be among everyone 

I used to test boundaries and learn 

But that was as a child

Two years! I lost my liberty 

Liberty to test my own boundary 

Oh! Will I be perfect at fraternity?

Without being provided the liberty?

My choices, personality and life;

Has changed owing to the circumstances 

I am here right now

Quiet, mischievous, introverted, unnatural;

Rude, desperate for charisma and ignorance now?

You may ask about this nature

Wet papers, ink stained hands, midnights for fortnights;

Sky, stars, flowers, history and mysteries be the answer

I found a name

I found a home

The princesses, princes, horses, men came

Everyone around became the protecting dome

Reading, learning and writing passed the time

I am meant to be an author!

Oh darling! But it's too hopeless

Expensive investments have received nothing

I can't expect a success 

Some say I'd be something

Some say I'd be nothing

“She’s a lost cause that's hopeless”

Authored by Senorida Anastasia