CHANGE
Hola and Hello to my beloved readers!
By now all the wriers may already have established the reality of fear being associated with change. But we all have our stories to share and most likely the stories about change that is to share is personal; personal in the sense that they cannot be completely written anywhere. However I suppose that I can indeed be truthful about it.
I realized how I still am the person I always was. I still carry most of the traits I had as a child with me... even at this teenage. "Is that even possible?"- A voice asks me from some part of my head. But sooner or later you will too realize it that some things never change like those habits, traits and characteristics. Sometimes it's as if they awaken from the dead.
Sometimes these sudden stupid, innocent and non sensible passions are associated with some particular people, places, objects or even some fragments of your memories that still live- remaining alive in some part of you that has already died.
All that one could say about it in a nutshell is the truth that it is wholly only bittersweet. For me the term "bittersweet" hasn't only meant that something is bitter but also sweet but, it has mostly made me feel that no matter however sweet it is or some part of you still finds it endearing or whatever one may imagine to make it sweet, the fact about it is the fact that it is bitter.
For some of you something might have clicked and y'all might already taste something vile entangling your throat and for the rest of you wondering what the hell this kid is talking about, either you haven't read this in it's pace or that it'd probably be something you'd realize all so suddenly in a way that life would terrify you.
Not completely but truly,
SeñoRida
Silent Romantics is a mini e-book with a collection of seven stories authored by your dearest writer Señorida. It is dedicated to you-yes you-the silent Romantic who secretly longs for it. Is ordinary worth reading?
Yes.
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Rida is a fifteen year old girl who aspires to be a published author in the pseudonym SeñoRida. She posts in this personal blog and Instagram
there’s something haunting about this one... maybe because it feels too real... some things never really leave... they just hide in quieter places... and then one day, they rise again... this piece brought that feeling back... and I guess we don’t make space for new things by forgetting the old... we grow around them... because everything we’ve ever felt... somehow stays...
ReplyDeleteYou got the point!
DeleteWell I am the kind of person who didn't get the whole concept of this blog though I have gone through a pretty good amount of changes....I don't think it would have been the problem with the pace but I think its just that big kind of a change haven't occured to me.......but I think I am ready to face the change and at the same time terrified as well....
ReplyDeleteWell...it will. It's just something like...yk...imagine our life as a book and then suddenly as you flip the pages, some old familiar lines from the earlier pages just pop up. Wasn't it like that for you when we became friends again after five years of not communicating at all! We were ten and then suddenly we were fifteen and we became friends:) That's an amazing repetition but not always can it be a good one like this example.
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ReplyDeleteOh yes I will!
DeleteSome of our core elements never change, but they can be shaped a little differently. As for that little something that stirs a memory - the older you get, the more often it happens.
ReplyDeleteAs much as it excites me to grow up, it's terrifying for the very reason
DeleteI loved how you described memories that ‘remain alive in some part of you that has already died.’ It’s bittersweet but so true. Do you think holding onto these unchanging parts helps us grow, or does it hold us back? And if some parts of us never change, does that mean we’re truly evolving, or just rearranging the same pieces in different ways?
ReplyDeleteIt holds us back:) But at one point or another we learn to stop it. Some memories are monsters and as we go ahead, we learn to fight it. Growth isn't only about change and that can be a positive or negative thing. Change brings about growth- not always but growth does bring about change and that happens always. We're definitely rearranging ourselves but as we go ahead, we get new pieces and we find a way to put our ugly old pieces somewhere no one can find.
DeleteIt hurts for as long as love lingers… and it holds us back for as long as we clutch the weight of what once was. But maybe not every weight is meant to be shed — some are anchors that keep us from drifting too far from who we are.
DeleteI needed to hear that right now. Thanks!
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